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Promise are meant to be broken
Thursday, October 9, 2008

As expected,
he told me dat he's not into relationship.
i've expected it even before yesterday.
he's not ready to commit neither do he wanna try to commit.
i had this feelings even when he came back.
eventough we've promised not to leave each other.
promise are meant to be broken.
and i don't think he's aware that im hurt.
crying for him is not worth it..
cos he won't come back.
i wonder why he came back if in the end he's gonna leave me.
iLove him.
but he's not ready..
wads the point of being in a relationship,
when the other party is not willing to give in?
haizz..
i got to be strong.
pull meyself together and face it..
dats all i can do now..
its true,
promise are meant to be broken.
i've went thru enuff..
now lets just wait n let him decide..




-BeautyBrainz-


6:35 PM

The Return
Wednesday, October 8, 2008

he came back..
so glad abt it..
but, i can't be happy jumping for joy just yet,
cos he's in a confusion state.
Tings might just be like the way it is before..
i mean, whn we got back together again
the time whn we end up seperating again.
it hurts whn he's just not serious abt it.
but wad can i do, i just love him.
but believe it or not i have accept the fact that he's not ready.
not ready to take back everytink.
he just dunnoe wad he's feelings are.
wad he feels for me.
if he reali does love me or not.
i undrstand dat, cos i noe wad hpn still lingers in his mind.
but my heart is not strong enuff to hold for so long..
i can wait, but not sure till when..
i just hope he'll come back soon..
till den, our relationship is still
ON HIATUS.





-BeautyBrainz-


8:24 PM