From the bottom of my heart!
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Im Sorry!
time moving fast..
dunnoe how long more i'd be alive..
wads the outcome,
whens d last time i could hear a guy like u sae iLove u to me..
if it happens dat ure reading dis,
just want u to noe dat,
im sorry for whatever happen..
i reali meant it..
and i honestly regret for wad happen..
after u left,
my life's totally different..
not as cheerful as b4..
its just so dull,
so quite which sumtimes i dun even noe wads on my mind...
ure present makes alot of difference in me..
i can see dat change now,
cos its hard fer me...
i sumtimes pretend dat i've moved on..
but the actual fact is i didn't
i can't go on
im not strong like u..
im just an ordinary girl who's weak,
so weak dat i sumtimes feel like finishing my life ..
how i widh ure here with me dear,
cos ure the only one who can make me hepi!
hepi as b4,
like how we use to be..
would u take my hand n take me away?
away from wad im goin thru now..
i reali love u!
dats y its just so hard fer me!
but there's nutink i could do..
u would never take my hand
and take me away!
-BeautyBrainz-
time moving fast..
dunnoe how long more i'd be alive..
wads the outcome,
whens d last time i could hear a guy like u sae iLove u to me..
if it happens dat ure reading dis,
just want u to noe dat,
im sorry for whatever happen..
i reali meant it..
and i honestly regret for wad happen..
after u left,
my life's totally different..
not as cheerful as b4..
its just so dull,
so quite which sumtimes i dun even noe wads on my mind...
ure present makes alot of difference in me..
i can see dat change now,
cos its hard fer me...
i sumtimes pretend dat i've moved on..
but the actual fact is i didn't
i can't go on
im not strong like u..
im just an ordinary girl who's weak,
so weak dat i sumtimes feel like finishing my life ..
how i widh ure here with me dear,
cos ure the only one who can make me hepi!
hepi as b4,
like how we use to be..
would u take my hand n take me away?
away from wad im goin thru now..
i reali love u!
dats y its just so hard fer me!
but there's nutink i could do..
u would never take my hand
and take me away!
-BeautyBrainz-
9:04 PM
Just an ordinary gurl who can't be perfect and learn from mistake!
totally speechless,
can't explain how i feel,
can't think properly,
im just CONFUSED!
confused with my life,
n myself..
haizz...
wads more to tink off?
i've lost everything!!
lost my confidence,
lost my interest,
even lost sumwan i love!
its just so hard fer me now!
got no mood to talk,
not as b4!
ouhh better off loosing my life instead!
at least i won't be feeling confuse..
rejection after rejections i've withstand,
i hope he realize how mush i need him!!
just want him to noe dat i reali love him!
-BeautyBrainz-
totally speechless,
can't explain how i feel,
can't think properly,
im just CONFUSED!
confused with my life,
n myself..
haizz...
wads more to tink off?
i've lost everything!!
lost my confidence,
lost my interest,
even lost sumwan i love!
its just so hard fer me now!
got no mood to talk,
not as b4!
ouhh better off loosing my life instead!
at least i won't be feeling confuse..
rejection after rejections i've withstand,
i hope he realize how mush i need him!!
just want him to noe dat i reali love him!
-BeautyBrainz-
2:42 AM
MISSES!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Bila ku kenang ku renung gambar wajahmu
Kisah yang lalu tak akan berulang lagi
Lupakan saja cerita lama
Usah dirayu pada yang tak sudi
Janganlah di nanti pada yang telah perg
Hanya luka lama kan berdarah kembali
Kini kecewa tidak terkata
Mengapakah itu disebut lagi
Apalah yang hendak dikata
Sudah suratan takdir menentukan
Inilah ragam manusia
Manis dibibir pandai bermain lidah
Berputar-putar membelitkan kata-kata
Hanya linangan air mata yang menitis
Pada bayangan di angin lalu
Membisikkan kata rindu bayangan
-BeautyBrainz-
-BeautyBrainz-
9:21 PM
the past is the past!
Sunday, July 27, 2008
The cause of true love never runs smooth!
The past is the past,
why can't u forgive me for goodnessake??
is it hard for u?
wads so hard abt it?
can't u just accept my apology n start anew?
wad more u want me to prove to you dat i've regreted everything??
i've ralize my mistake n willing to make up fer it?
please dun bring up the past cos it'll only hurt u more..
im so sorry abt wad happened b4.. but, its a mistake i made..
n it won't happen again..
im sure nutink like b4 would happen..
cos i reali meant every single words i sae..
n its a promise to u..
please come back cos all i nid is u..
n im not ready to move on n find new love..
i've pushed him away for u..
cos he's just sumwan i close to but not i love..
u noe my feelings fer u is still damn strong but, u wouldn't gimme a chance
a chance to prove dat i meant every single words i sae
and a chance to prove dat i'll not treat u as b4..
i just nid dat final chance to prove it to u..
dat i've regreted n all i want is u..
im willing to go through anitink,
cos i noe,
THE CAUSE OF TRUE LOVE NEVER RUNS SMOOTH
-BeautyBrainz-
The past is the past,
why can't u forgive me for goodnessake??
is it hard for u?
wads so hard abt it?
can't u just accept my apology n start anew?
wad more u want me to prove to you dat i've regreted everything??
i've ralize my mistake n willing to make up fer it?
please dun bring up the past cos it'll only hurt u more..
im so sorry abt wad happened b4.. but, its a mistake i made..
n it won't happen again..
im sure nutink like b4 would happen..
cos i reali meant every single words i sae..
n its a promise to u..
please come back cos all i nid is u..
n im not ready to move on n find new love..
i've pushed him away for u..
cos he's just sumwan i close to but not i love..
u noe my feelings fer u is still damn strong but, u wouldn't gimme a chance
a chance to prove dat i meant every single words i sae
and a chance to prove dat i'll not treat u as b4..
i just nid dat final chance to prove it to u..
dat i've regreted n all i want is u..
im willing to go through anitink,
cos i noe,
THE CAUSE OF TRUE LOVE NEVER RUNS SMOOTH
-BeautyBrainz-
7:28 PM
words from him!
Thursday, July 24, 2008
He'll always be my baby!Everyday I get more afraid
Of giving my heart away
Scared of what love would bring
Too nervous to hear the words you might say
I find myself lost in you
Not sure if I want to be
I see the looks that you give
And wonder what you see in me
I don’t want my heart to be broken
But I am so in love
I can’t seem to give up
A lady sent from above
I put my trust on you
Please don’t let me down
For I am giving you a chance
To turn my life around
Don’t take it for granted
Cause it might not last long
I have weak thoughts
And my heart isn’t that strong
I look forward to the places we go
And the things we’ll be put through
But remember that I’m vulnerable
And I can’t stand to be hurt
I want to be at the top of your list
But I don’t have to be first
Believe me when I tell you
That I love you with all my heart
That I’m here for you, forever and always
Just like I was at the start
Of giving my heart away
Scared of what love would bring
Too nervous to hear the words you might say
I find myself lost in you
Not sure if I want to be
I see the looks that you give
And wonder what you see in me
I don’t want my heart to be broken
But I am so in love
I can’t seem to give up
A lady sent from above
I put my trust on you
Please don’t let me down
For I am giving you a chance
To turn my life around
Don’t take it for granted
Cause it might not last long
I have weak thoughts
And my heart isn’t that strong
I look forward to the places we go
And the things we’ll be put through
But remember that I’m vulnerable
And I can’t stand to be hurt
I want to be at the top of your list
But I don’t have to be first
Believe me when I tell you
That I love you with all my heart
That I’m here for you, forever and always
Just like I was at the start
8:00 PM
He came & LIED
ouhh gosh!!
he actuali came fer my performance..
OMG!! OMG !! OMG!!
y is he here nwae??
telling lies to his gal..
n who the hell he called?
OMG!!
dats lame..
u went to a club, without ure gal noeing..
n ure telling everyone dat she knew?
ouhh FCUK!
wad a great liar u r..
great act but, it doesn't get me!
hahah!!
too bad..
im no longer d gal dats gonna listen to ure CRAP!!
cos i've learn from my mistake..
it all thanx to you!!
n im never gonna fall in ure trap again!!
-BeautyBrainz-
7:43 PM
Pulseofprimos
yeah babeh!!
the performance was awesome!!
haha!!
didn't reali xpect it to be a great event!!
nwae, had loads of fun..
gotta admit the ushers there were sooooooooooo super, super HOT!!
hah!
can't resist thm myself!!
itsn't it cool or wad??
our 1st gig, @Zouk??
OMFG!!
dats so cool..
can u imagine, the crowd, the stage and the super, super HOT ushers(haha) its just so cool..
im totally speechless..
well, haf to admit i made few mistakes at the beginning..
cos i was too nervous i guess..
but, hmm...
got the beat rite n i did everything PERFECT!!
ouhh!!
i just love being PERFECT!!
hah!!
hmm..
there'll be another gig coming up..
but not too sure when is it!!
feel free to view our performance video on youtube..
or can simply go to dis add,
www.friendster.com/pulseofprimo
till den...
TOODLES!!
-BeautyBrainz-
the performance was awesome!!
haha!!
didn't reali xpect it to be a great event!!
nwae, had loads of fun..
gotta admit the ushers there were sooooooooooo super, super HOT!!
hah!
can't resist thm myself!!
itsn't it cool or wad??
our 1st gig, @Zouk??
OMFG!!
dats so cool..
can u imagine, the crowd, the stage and the super, super HOT ushers(haha) its just so cool..
im totally speechless..
well, haf to admit i made few mistakes at the beginning..
cos i was too nervous i guess..
but, hmm...
got the beat rite n i did everything PERFECT!!
ouhh!!
i just love being PERFECT!!
hah!!
hmm..
there'll be another gig coming up..
but not too sure when is it!!
feel free to view our performance video on youtube..
or can simply go to dis add,
www.friendster.com/pulseofprimo
till den...
TOODLES!!
-BeautyBrainz-
7:29 PM
so into u!!
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
falling sick each day.. missing him every second.. i wonder why can't i just move on.. tings getting worse day by day.. it affect my health i noe.. but wad can i sae? im just too in love wif him! argh!!! how can i ever stop loving him?? well, maybe im holding on to my promise? dats y i can't stop loving him.. (leaving u wld be d last ting i'd do in my life!) maybe cos of dat im still loving him!! yes!! dats it !! i found d ans.. but, till whn?? i can just simply keep loving him.. at the other hand he has no feelings fer me anymore!! ARGHH!!!!!!! i hate my life! i hate myself! but i can't hate him like how i hate my life n myself.. haizz.... dats y they sae, love is speechless.. in fact it is speechless.. no comments on dat!! but 1 ting fer sure!! iLove him larhh seii!!!!!!!!
-BeautyBrainz-
10:05 PM
i noe i should admit my mistake d moment i realize it.. but i delayed everything just bcos im too afraid to approach u.. n i tot i would only apologies whn im ready to face u.. but by the time im ready, tings aren't the same nmore.. i den realize dat its too late n i regret it so much.. u weren't like u use to.. n it makes me feel dat u hate me so much.. how i wish i could turn back time.. looking at wad u wrote, makes me realize i should haf apologies.. but its too late now.. n my life wld be totally different without u.. but there's nutink much i could do den just regret.. i've lost sumtink precious.. n it won't be mine again.. im just so sorry fer wad i did.. loosing u is a fact i haf to go through.. n its like a nitemare dat haunts me everytime i fall asleep.. which sumtimes makes me feel, its better to haf lost ure life den loose sumwan u love most..
-BeautyBrainz-
-BeautyBrainz-
9:05 PM